sooo.....

So.... wats up guys? i just realized that i'm a fail. my blog is uniquehoplessromantic101... right? well, i forgot the 'e' in hopEless... see? i am a fail. i'm also a fail at life. you know that guy right? well, he and i are friends now, and it turns out that he doesn't like my cousin as much as he thought he did.... i'm kinda mad at him cause he broke her heart, and right now, she's going through a lot. on top of that, the guy she likes, might be in love with, told her he doesn't like her... so yeah. how's it goin with u guys? hows ur life? anything interesting going on? well, i wrote a poem and it's titled hopeless romantic, with the 'e', so i'm just gonna post it here and be done with it for now. i'm not in the best of moods. but yeah. here ya go, and sorry i haven't written for a few days. have a great day k?

Hopeless Romantic

Reading novels, keeping distance from love ‘cause I don’t know how it’s going to end.

I keep watching chick flicks or romantic movies, the one’s that take your heart away.

You can’t breathe after you’ve watched it because you love it so much it hurts.

When it comes to real life, I suck at it ‘cause I don’t know what to do.

But this time is different. I like someone, and I can do something right.

I talk, and so does he. I laugh and so does he.

I smile and he smiles at me.

I look at the sky but he looks at me.

He gives me compliments and I don’t know what to do.

But now, he likes someone because I introduced him to her.

She talks and so does he. She laughs and so does he.

She smiles and he smiles at her.

He looks at her, and she looks at him.

He likes her and she likes him.

My heart broke again, but isn’t that what happens to hopeless romantics?

hope you liked it... :) gotta go.


~ hopeless romantic #1~

It's... Complicated

Yes, i'm writing in gray. which keeps bringing back the question how the hell do you spell gray? is it grey or gray! i've seen it both ways. anyway... i haven't been able to update lately... cause its been complicated. but here i am, trying to explain it to you all. i like someone. and he LIKED me. then he met my cousin. now he LIKES her. and i'm just there. but the thing is, he is looking for someone to marry, and he says that he'll tell his mom to get to know the girl he likes and get his mom to know the girl's parents. one problem... his mom likes me, and he likes my cousin. ... now, him and i are the only people hurting in this situation, and i don't have a freaking clue what to do. i can't taste anything. i'm never hungry. i ate cake yesterday, i didn't taste any sugar. i can't feel water going down my throat. what the hell is this feeling?! i'm scared, and don't know what to do, but neither does he. he feels the SAME EXACT WAY AS I DO. i try and tell him to follow his heart, and he won't hurt me because he knows how i feel. i told him if you are happy, so am i. and right now, he's confused and mopey, and so am i. he can't stand hurting anyone, but if he doesn't do anything, he's gonna hurt my cousin, me, and more importantly himself. like.. i don't know what to do anymore. i've told him EVERYTHING to make him feel better... you are strong enough to listen to your heart and not about what ur mom says. but he doesn't know if he's going to make the right choice between the two of us. and i told him when it comes to love, you have all the chances in the world to make it right. so don't worry. but he does, so i do. we were talking last night, and we were both crying. i don't know what to do anymore. i'm lost. i can't sleep. i can't concentrate on anything i do. i do everything wrong now. what is this feeling? its killing me. but the thing is, he's the first person to have EVER liked me... and now i'm losing him. so i guess i'm hurting for him, and hurting for me too. i don't know if i should tell him that. we can't talk about anything else. and i don't know if anyone else will ever come to like me. but love is about sacrifices right? well, gotta go. and by the way, my heart has been broken before.... so i'm used to it, this is different though, and i don't know why...


k.. i'm out
please pray for him. he needs to be happy again.

hopeless romantic #1... broken hearted...

Guess what?

I realized that i should be more careful about the color font i use in posts. and i realized that there is no such thing as three full moons in a row, so i realized that today's moon was a quarter moon. so, i'm stupid. well, i never told you, but there's this guy i know.. and i kinda like him... and in the midst of me writing this blog, i am texting him... well, i'll let you know more about it tomorrow, and i guaruntee you that this is going to be my shortest blog ever. so don't worry. now i have to get back to texting and watching my favorite romantic movie... well, one of them.... "A Walk to Remember"

peace out---

Hopeless Romantic #1